[18 1/2 weeks]
Its a BOY!!!
im not gonna lie, im kinda scared/nervous. i guess i just thought i would always have girls and i have grown accustomed to the girl way of things. i dont like change with anything, and this is a big change from what im used to. but i am up for it!:) and seeing mark grin ear to ear was priceless. i am very excited. it all seems so real to me now. i can begin the name choosing, and getting ready for our little man. oh my gosh! im having a boy!
thoughts of moving callie into addies room and changing the guest bedroom into a boy room are encircling my head. trains, shorter hair cuts, dinosaurs, and getting peed in the face are other thoughts.
but mostly, i just cant wait to wrap up that little bundle and cradle him in my arms and look into his little eyes. it warms my heart and eases my mind. i have a love for him already burning in my heart. a new adventure in my life is starting.