36 weeks,

went to the doc this week. it is still a boy, yay! he is currently 5 lbs. 14 oz. (what addie weighed when she was born). i am 2 cm dialated. we will see what these next few weeks have in store for us.






i had a baby shower, thrown by my fab friend, jessica. she did an awesome job and i have such generous family and friends. i washed all the little clothes. they are folded in the closet just waiting for him. there are a few things i still need to get, a bassinet sheet and some baby gowns. but other than that, we are good to go.




im having a hard time sleeping and getting comfortable sitting. im slow and waddle when i walk, im at the home stretch. right now im trying to focus on keeping my house picked up, spending time with the girls, trying to get as much sleep as possible, finish up halloween costumes. basically keeping my mind busy so i dont think about the baby too much, it makes me anxious and stressed if i think about it too much. just taking it day by day. but i am looking forward to the newborn stage. i think i will enjoy it and savor it a little more, knowing how fast it goes by. i cant wait to smell that newborn smell and hold his little body.
i will savor up those moments.